so. i think im doing too much. student council, key club, drama club, academic challenge, band, school (and keeping up A's), trying to have some kind of social life, and having at least SOME time to chill and/or sleep..........yeah. im feeling way busy right now. but its a good thing. life should be busy. i can rest when im dead.

the internet's my hero. really. it is. anything and everything you could ever want, right at your fingertips. so freaking awesome.

Goethe is also my hero. that guy did EVERYTHING. even taking sixty years to write a book/play/poem thing. whatever faust is.........

ARE YOU ,

1. Perfect?
Well, duh!!!! (jk. faaaar from it)

2. Tall ?
nope. not short, either

3. In your pajamas ?
no.

4. Left handed ?
semi.

LAST :

1. Friend you saw :
Joey. in the hall.

2. Talked to on the phone :
uhhhhhhhhh.............i don't like the fone.........

3. Person to text you :
Ben.

4. Was today better than yesterday ?
in some ways. in other ways it was worse. just another day, as far as i'm concerned.

FAVORITES :

1. Number :
72

color(s) :
rusty orange (the color of fall....)

3. Fruit :
pomegranite

4. Place :
SOUTH. E, W, it doesnt matter. just south.


QUESTIONS & ANSWERS :

Q: What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up?
checked to make sure i still had all my teeth (weiiiiiird dream)

Q: Do you have anything bothering you?
people. people bother me. people bother me a lot.

Q: What's the last movie you saw ?
The Collector of Bedford Street. but that's a documentary.....real movie......space oddesy

Q: Where is the last place you went ?
wallgreens. for my hallows costume

Q. Do you smile a lot ?
depends on the day. not usually tho.....i don't like attracting undue attention....

Q: Do you wish upon stars ?
not in a while.....

Q: Are you a friendly person ?
depends on what you consider friendly. I won't shun you if you talk to me, but i'm not your friend just because you talked to me, either......ppl and i, we don't work too well together......

Q: Where did you sleep last night ?
sleep? i don't know this word....i lay in a bed for a while, tho....

Q: When was the last time you cried ?
looong time ago.

Q: What was your last thought before going to sleep last night ?
again, sleep? but "oh you stupid dog shut upppppppp!!!!!!!1"

Q: Rate life as of right now one being bad ten being great?
7

Q: What do you hear right now?
water

Q: Does anything hurt right now ?
back. legs. arms. head. teeth. eyes. everything.

Q: What's your favorite month ?
october

Q: What did you do last night ?
read

EIGHT EMOTIONS :

1. Are you missing someone right now ?
no

2. Are you happy ?
enough

3. Are you sad
not really

4. Are you bored ?
always

6. Are you nervous ?
never

8. Are you tired ?
all the time

ABOUT YOU :

001. Real name ?
Sara Burrell

002. Nick names ?
don't have any. either my name's too short, or i'm not close enough to anyone to garner a nickname

003. Eye color ?
blue.

004. Zodiac sign ?
taurus

005. Male or female ?
Female

009. Smart?
er than a lot of people. less so than some.

010. Hair color ?
Brown w/ red undertones

011. Tall or short?
in the middle

013. Sweats or Jeans?
jeans

014. Phone or Camera ?
my camera doesn't leave my side. you tell me.

016. Drink or Smoke?
gross. neither

020. Tattoos ?
no.

021. Righty or lefty?
righty. i can use my left almost as well, tho...

FIRSTS :

024. First best friend?
best? try just friend. don't remember. tasia is as far back as I can remember. i was almost 3

025. first crush?
never really had one

027. First pet(s)?
fish. that died. then a dog

028. First big vacation ?
uhhhhh......i went to NM a lot as a little kid.....never left the country...so...idk

049. Eating?
spaghetti

050. Drinking ?
iced tea

052. I'm about to :
go read manga scans and go bed

053. Listening to ?
music

054. Plans for today ?
nope

079. Drank bubbles ?
ew

080. Lost glasses/contacts?
no

081. Ran away from home ?
no. i should tho.....

084. Broken someone's heart ?
yup

085. Been arrested ?
Nope.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN :

090. Miracles?
i believe that miraculous thins happen....not miracles

Yourself?
Always

092. Heaven ?
kinda...

093. Santa Claus ?
lol. no

094. Love ?
...i guess.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :

097. Do you like someone?
no

099. Do you believe in God ?
yes. but it's not the God most people would even be able to understand. I don't even understand it. just a little piece.....so yes, God, in a way. but a God that is utterly and completely beyond human understanding and we can only hope to glimps little bits of it as our lives pass. maybe we will understand better in the next life.......but not really the God of Christian understanding

So Halloween. ima be a maniken....i kno. i cant spell.

all state band tryouts are going well. I can finally hit that stupid higA.
it makes my head hurt. i hate braces. they get in the way.

i'm shallow.

i miss being little.

i miss how it used to be.

i hate how it is now.

i'm tired.

i should make a facebook. because i just went to a camp. and all the pictures are up on facebook. and i want to see them. i don't think im going to make one.

i feel funny.

i'm kinda tired of feeling funny.

Faust is cool. i like the prelude (or whatever) in heavan. it made me laugh.

schools stupid. so am i.

i want to do costumes for the play.

i don't own a sewing machine.

i don't know how to sew.

i have to make food for spanish on friday. i don't really want to.

the world is weird.

it makes me dizzy.

people make me dizzy.

my joeycreeper got dumped by his girlfriend. for the same reason i told him i wouldn't go out with him. kinda sad. i laughed. then felt really bad.

sorry joey.

no one wears a trenchcoat like jason.

sorry joey.

hmmmmmm.

wonder what my problem is.

i do that a lot.

gotten.

is.

not.

a.

good.

word.

to.

use.

in.

essays.

did i tell you that i feel funny?

Sigh. Humans amuse me.

I mean, they're such an illogial, hypocritical race it's almost funny.

But it just ends up being annoying.

I'm not sure I like being human.

Anyway, i'm going to complain now. So I have these two stories that I want to write. One is just because it's fun and a cool idea that i've been wanting to write about for a long time, and the other is more of a im-saying-something-about-people-so-listen-up kind of thing, even though it's still kind of a fun idea. And one is more in the catagory of what's popular right now, and the other is what *i think* will be popular in a few years. Both are ideas that i'm positive - if i worked really hard - could someday be published. Which one do i work on first!!! ARGGGG!!!!!!

Also, i'm editing one of my friends stories. So far, I've finished chapter two. He's now writing chapter nine. I'm such a slacker. And it's a really good plot and everything, but his style needs a lot of work. I honestly think it would be better as a screenplay, seeing as that's sort of how he's writing it anyway. But i think he prolly could publish it after a few years hard work and some experience...and i want to help him get it there. XD

I'm begining to think i'm too nice. Not that i haven't thought that before. It's like an annoying reflex. I'm a bitch, then i apologize, just so i can avoid having to deal with people being mad at me. it's stupid, and yet i still find myself doing it.

And i'm really good at BSing essays. i just wrote an essay that was only about 1/4 true. but hey, it was a personal essay, and i'm not a personal person. i don't want some teacher knowing things about me. i'm gonna be screwed when it comes to applying for college, aren't i?

So, what's your strangest fear?

Here are mine (least weird to weirdest):

4.) Moths. not really a fear fear, just creepy.

3.) Lawn gnomes. they are creeepy as hell. i also blame them for every bad thing that goes wrong. but they still scare me. i'm always worried that they'll come to life and try to eat me or something......

2.) Rabies. (when I was a little girl, i was super afraid that a rabid chihuahua was under my bed and i would never ever ever put my feet or hands near where the rabid chihuahua under my bed could get me if it tried to bite me. Now I have a bed that doesn't have a space between the frame and the floor, so im ok.)

Aaaaand....#1.)the color Salmon. i'm actually not afraid of it anymore, i just hate it, but when i was younger it scared the crap out of me. i think i asociated it with death, but i'm not really sure if that was it or not. i'm pretty sure it was tho......

So yeah. there are my strangest fears. now tell me yours, cuz i'm bored. XD